disintegration.

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It's always a strange thing when friendships crumble, how do two people who were in such a strong relationship suddenly just fall apart?

Then again, friendships are like any other relationship. It might not be romantic, but there are strong ties of emotion that bind two people together and once that snaps, the friendship ultimately may not be recovered. What about best friends though? They're supposed to live and breathe the same things as you. They're supposed to be twin souls, and often they supersede that of romantic relationships because they are your constant.

It's odd.

I'm watching something fall apart, someone fight a war that they aren't completely prepared for. Then again, no one is prepared to be backstabbed. I'm being turned to for help but at the same time, I realize that I've had this happen to me so many times that I don't really know what to do anymore.

At the same time, this is war and there's no room for mercy. There are so many different pathways, so many different ways to do different things that to me, if it were up to me anyway - they'd be dead. But to them, it's dirty politics and they don't think things will escalate.

I really don't want to be right.